Showing posts with label letting go. Show all posts
Showing posts with label letting go. Show all posts

Thursday, December 8, 2016

Clarity in mind

                                          photo source: https://static.pexels.com/photos/35884/amazing-beautiful-beauty-blue.jpg

Certain sweetness is there in lovelorn pain
Don't know heart loses in it or gains
Unsteady beats and shallow breaths
Reminder constant of boon turned bane 

It is reality serious, not just a game
no matter life full or just inane
Endearing thoughts, no stopping on its own
need no sympathy, definitely not  disdain

when you, believe me, lose your heart 
Not really it is walk in park
Divine elation, and flights in clouds 
Nights be dark, falling to valleys apart

Uncertain feelings plenty
Contant questions, answers be none
Mind's flight rocky
Foggy in mind, clarity undone

However it seems,this I have to say
Knowing now, my feelings night and day
My world  changed forever, like baked clay
Your presence won't leave, no matter you go or stay

Manjari

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Letting Go

There is a certain burden I bear
And is nothing quite so drear
Not handed by someone just known
But who were to be near and dear
Is it really one's own fate
That brings on this stalemate
I know, can't bend no more
But castigations don't abate

I gave my heart and soul
By bushels and not just dole
Their pain became my own
Mountain for them, my knoll
No, not showing my ire
Feelings stoking my fire
Always wearing others shoes
Find myself bind in mire

Wanted to keep those bonds
Unfurling emotional fronds
I'm letting you go off now
As you make your own inroads 
And I do have to realize
Not doing so won't be wise
Who I view as so close
Don't even know my plight 

Wanting to scream in pain
All complications in vane 
Like poking holes in a boat
In the middle of ocean plain
Life's lessons to them don't matter
Doling out pain, they swagger
I'm trying to keep it together
Brushing elegant strokes, not splatter

Not easy to rock my boat
Perforate or heart you tore
Life's pretty much like the Sun
Down one day, again it's begun
Don't matter if clouds are dark
Flowers bloom with sounds of skylark
See cooling rains on horizon
My meadow will be alive again

Manjari

The watermark on painting is from my website.