Today sitting and having a morning cup of tea, I suddenly got this intense feeling that I am being a rock on the side of the road. I see everything that happens around me but not really a part of it. Everything that goes on effects me but I do not really find a way to have a say in it. Am I letting the grass grow around me? Is it so bad to let the grass grow around you? Should you always strive to make an impact around you or should be a receiver of what is happening, who passes you and go through the moments of being in sun and shade?
It gave me a jolt. Yeah, suddenly I felt that I want to throw away the cocoon of being comfortable of where I am. I want to be rolling again, through the highs and lows of earth, feeling the water , moist soil and yes, sometimes wanting to land in soft grassland. I have been covered with fallen pine leaves for so long that the comfort of shade is now becoming a dark underground grave. I want to remove it all, remove the blanket of leaves, feel the sun and start rolling.
And yes, today has been a discovery, a yearning to do things the way one wishes and how it progresses, I want to keep you posted... as time goes by I will let you know in approximate terms how things go.. Writing these thoughts and sharing.
