No Going Back

Don't know why you tried it so

Wound given sometime ago

Did not think that one I adore

Will give my heart a heavy blow

Bringing you up sheltered you know

Control you call it , maybe so

Keeping you safe was job supreme

As was I brought up, sometime ago

Don't know terms that you apply

Or rules you think you comply

Yes there were limits as should be
Was given possibilities you deny

Don't want to list all that I did

Have done as found it loving and fit

And things you did and we kept hid

We brought you up without a script

Thinking alone now you can walk

Think, is okay at us to balk

Were you just watching time to clock

We stood rebuffed as thorny stalk

Not everyday that I get hurt
Only when remember you being curt
Did everything as one could do
Nothing for you, but only dirt

No I don't feel no joy, no malice
Life is no wonderland of Alice
To drink up, and have past restored
Don't think ever will find that Chalice

Manjari